tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7818556326912343779.post7994935533052693476..comments2014-01-11T20:58:20.673-08:00Comments on Daughters of Junia: Where I AmHypatiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16753690091825424985noreply@blogger.comBlogger11125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7818556326912343779.post-5265141805672917122013-12-26T18:25:28.370-08:002013-12-26T18:25:28.370-08:00To understand who the Creator is we must study the...To understand who the Creator is we must study the history of His attributes and expectations which differ vastly from our earthly models. Our family has been following this study for the last six years. Hope you enjoy!<br /><br />Guy<br /><br />http://www.torahclass.com/<br />Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04910258680796754707noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7818556326912343779.post-148090051772895272012-05-30T13:01:00.137-07:002012-05-30T13:01:00.137-07:00Just wanted to say that I am wishing you the best,...Just wanted to say that I am wishing you the best, wherever you find yourself, with a god or without one, continually seeking, or whatever.Michellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07206888495081361453noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7818556326912343779.post-15202537909215438332012-02-10T12:42:32.678-08:002012-02-10T12:42:32.678-08:00I know what you mean.
A Prayer for Thomas
The e...I know what you mean.<br /><br /><br />A Prayer for Thomas<br /><br />The emptiness his fingers curl around<br />Is more than absence, more than disbelief;<br />It is not-you, the utter negative, the dark.<br />You of all men must know this grief<br />You who have drunk so bitter deep of it<br />For the first time just days ago. It's been<br />A week now since he came home late to hear<br />You'd come to them--alive--and said shalom,<br />And eaten fish with them, and gone. He asked<br />If you had asked for him. They scratched their beards<br />And couldn't say. He ate the fish you'd left--<br />Some broken flesh still clinging to a shard<br />Of bone--and thought of tendons, and of nails,<br />And of the hollow silence of a tomb.<br />Take pity on his hunger, You who know<br />Our poverty--you, risen one, with whom<br />We could not watch one hour in the dark.<br />Have mercy on your first abandoned man.<br />You know what he can't say, the truth--it's not<br />The proof he needs--just let him touch your hands.Heather Munnhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10007913502335037808noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7818556326912343779.post-7892001022523164592012-01-02T19:56:34.720-08:002012-01-02T19:56:34.720-08:00I believe that God lives and loves me. That his S...I believe that God lives and loves me. That his Son Jesus Christ died for my sins. I believe that we can return to live with him...and also count on him to be our support in this life as we weather the storms. I am a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day-Saints. Go to LDS.org to find out more about the plan of happiness for all of God's children here on earth.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7818556326912343779.post-62288688923452932942011-11-06T09:48:16.356-08:002011-11-06T09:48:16.356-08:00I've been there too for over half a year now. ...I've been there too for over half a year now. It's miserable to not know for sure whether what I've always believed is true or not. :-/ I think I'm finally getting to the point of making sense of things, at least a little, but I know the journey is far from over.<br /><br />You spoke about being logical. One book that I've been reading that's been very good in helping me sort through things is C.S. Lewis' "Mere Christianity". C. S. Lewis was an athiest and eventually became a Christian, so what he writes in this book is helpful to me because I know he knows what he's talking about and has been where I'm at now. And it's quite logical. :) Even if you don't come to the same conclusion as he did, it might be a helpful and interesting read, at least.Melaniehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13980021913722383831noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7818556326912343779.post-27314790045443969422011-10-19T11:40:22.860-07:002011-10-19T11:40:22.860-07:00I'm so sorry you're in the place you'r...I'm so sorry you're in the place you're in right now. It's hard. But be willing to sit there and feel it all. It's the only way through anything difficult.<br /><br />I can't promise you daisies on the other side. I don't know whether you'll exit with faith or without it. But know your experience matters. Your honesty matters to your readers, your friends, your loves.<br /><br />A very wise person once gently reminded me (during an unladylike fit of theological flailing and doubt and tears) that sometimes you have to let an old god die in order to discover God. I'm not sure how that applies to you, but to me, it meant that I learned to be okay with the death of the clean, precise, apologetics-defended faith I grew up with. It was (and still is) a painfully persistent death process. (Want to talk about Zombie Fundamentalism/Calvinism/Conservativism? I'm your girl! Every time I turn around those old practices and beliefs and corpses come alive again!) But I am discovering a new faith in a Love that I can follow.<br /><br />The God I can have faith in is one who understand how effing hard it is sometimes. I don't believe he's tapping his foot annoyed at me. His love doesn't end with moments or a lifetime of doubt. If Love was dependent on us, it wouldn't be unconditional. But it is.<br /><br />You don't even have to believe in Unconditional Love right now in any comprehensible way. Just believe in it enough to be where you are.emelinahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10061480639604961989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7818556326912343779.post-87634466173218052432011-10-19T11:37:26.195-07:002011-10-19T11:37:26.195-07:00This comment has been removed by the author.emelinahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10061480639604961989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7818556326912343779.post-90788667860919932612011-10-18T16:00:18.061-07:002011-10-18T16:00:18.061-07:00Libby Anne - thanks for your kind words. I really ...Libby Anne - thanks for your kind words. I really enjoy your blog and I think we have had many of the same experiences.<br /><br />quietpanther - "sermons and platitudes and personal emotional experiences." I am SO TIRED of these. Unfortunately, they seem to be about all anyone can offer.<br /><br />Catherine - I'm glad you've had times when you've known that God was there. I never have. I wish I had. I've been asking, but nothing comes.Hypatiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16753690091825424985noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7818556326912343779.post-24284163342715908762011-10-18T15:22:02.308-07:002011-10-18T15:22:02.308-07:00At least you are asking the questions now while yo...At least you are asking the questions now while you're young. I'm 43 and have been seriously questioning my faith for the last five years. Yet, I still believe. There are many days when I believe because it's all I have left. I have chronic migraines and left a very good career in medicine to be a stay at home mom (homeschooling my kids). (By the way, I LOVE educating our kids at home. My hubby did it when I was working and now we kind of supervise their education together. And I hope to teach them to test every idea instead of to walk lockstep with whichever group they're with, even if it's "Christian".)<br /><br />I've had lots of time to ask God why my life has turned out this way. Honestly, He hasn't given me a really good answer. There are a few hints - I'm spending more time with my kids, we're less materialistic, we've opened a yarn shop, etc.<br /><br />But, I can look back to times when I KNEW that God was there. So as much as I question everything, I hang on to Jesus. Christianity as wish-fulfillment doesn't make sense. If we believed in God because we wanted or "needed" to, we would not have come up with Christianity.<br /><br />Through all my questioning, I have become more and more amazed at God's grace - and that He continues to graciously love me even though I ask questions and get angry and am a terrible sinner.<br /><br />But, I've shed some of the Evangelical "culture war" trappings in this process. I firmly believe that evolutionary science is a good explanation of the natural history of our planet. I'm not remotely interested in trying to make our country a "Christian" country and have become very skeptical of those who try to convince us that their version of history is correct.<br /><br />When I peel away all these layers of "church" and "religion", I'm left with Jesus. Which is just fine with me. 'Cause there's a lot of days that He's all I have.<br /><br />I hope your doubts lead you back to Jesus and not away from Him. Alister McGrath wrote a book called "Doubting" that's really good. Actually, anything my McGrath is intellectually challenging and theologically sound. I'd also recommend that you check out the InternetMonk site.<br /><br />Hang on to Jesus.Catherinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05977860195847730169noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7818556326912343779.post-41940481026190579902011-10-18T14:35:38.425-07:002011-10-18T14:35:38.425-07:00I'm right where you are, sis. It's tough....I'm right where you are, sis. It's tough.<br /><br />And now I have people all over my Facebook trying to convert me ... um ... yeah, not likely you're going to change my mind by giving me arguments that I could have given myself a year or two ago, and which I've already had to deal with internally in order to arrive where I am right now. Give me some REAL answers, not sermons and platitudes and personal emotional experiences.<br /><br />I identify myself as an agnostic right now. I think that, for me personally, it's the only intellectually honest belief I can hold. I don't think my parents even realize that I no longer believe in a personal god or in biblical inerrancy. And I'm loath to tell them, knowing the spiritual/psychological and emotional anguish it will put them through.<br /><br />It's really, really tough. And I'm really, really proud of you for having the guts to face the truth and deal with it unflinchingly.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7818556326912343779.post-24170202365973299922011-10-18T11:35:47.070-07:002011-10-18T11:35:47.070-07:00Oh honey, I've been where you are, exactly whe...Oh honey, I've been where you are, <i>exactly</i> where you are. You actually sound so much like me! Once I started thinking of questions I couldn't stop them - I'm a logical, thinking person! After months and months of cognitive discontent I finally let go and stopped trying to believe something that didn't make sense to me anymore. I know it doesn't necessarily help you to say this (and you've heard it before), but I still have joy and see meaning in life. The world is still a bright and happy place for me, even though I don't think there's a God. This once would have been incomprehensible to me, but, well, I guess people change. And really, I think people make their own meaning - at least, I do. :-)<br /><br />One more thing - desiring for there to be a God does not make it so. This was one problem I had. I so much wanted there to be a God for the reasons you outline - the world without a God seemed pointless - but I finally realized that <i>wanting</i> it to be so did not <i>make</i> it be so. <br /><br />Good luck on your journey, wherever it takes you. :-)Libby Annehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10562805251128821984noreply@blogger.com